Sollicitudo Alter Ego

We are living in a so complete and mixed world What a great creativity of God's mind Just thinking of how He designs a human is just so interesting And we know God grants human the free will of choosing and deciding to do things One point, all free will that we chosen comes with consequences and  result It is one way of Him to educate human of having responsibilities for every single step we take As days are come and passed bye Man are also increase in number and each has their own possession, ambition and goals Only few are having clear sight of what decision are pleased God and which aren't With all the unlikely e have between all citizen of the world It is our right (not obligation, but right ) to choose the correct path As said in the bible, there will be plenty of those who claim that; The Messiah here, He is there, The end of The World is coming, etc.. Dark, so dark There are human who really needs guidance We are the soldier of God, we are the extens...

Since last week, there was a movie i really want to watch... Saw only the thriller, already made me so eager to enjoy the whole story... I had time and chance at that moment, but i decided not to rush in the line for ticket... I thought, this was a great and cool movie, i can wait another days... I still have chance while doing another things... Then, the rumor spread around the nation Some man said behalf on one point of view, that the movie was too bad for the people to watch And they asked to movie to be ban and out from theater Hah... Why? they said, the movie made from some old tribe prophecy about the end day of the world And their people should not watch it to prevent misunderstanding and arguments Well, our Father already told us about the end of the day, about the armageddon We no need to be afraid for the time He is coming back We should even be in great Joy.. Because we desire Him to come again and lift us up with Him No one would ever know, was, present...

Lord, I surrender to you. I put all my trust and believe to You only.

The heart of Worship to God is surrender. Not the music, tune or dancing or even expression. But the heart itself, is it really comes after God? The moment i decided to surrender all my steps to God, He granted me in few places and condition (so far) which i may prefer to say no and or deny. I really want to shout : Why God? Me? There? That Job, not other? I did ask, but in honest heart of quoestioning. I told God what in side my heart said. But, i hold my mouth and heart to ask these difficulties away. I may not remember to pray every day, but i do keep Him in every decision and moment to share with. I told Him , that i am so sad. I cried privately only with Him. Being honest is also the part of surrender to God, without any tension to interfere. At this moment, I may not understand why and what happened to me.  I may confused of what to do, but I only believes in one thing. That i surrender to God, He knows the best for me. He plans all the good and best things ...

Living in a jungle is not a common way of living for everyone. Some would survive, and even creates own community. While some other, would feels like that is the end of living. Jungle has its own rule for each person who dares to step in. You follow and obey it, you live. Disobedience will leads you to dreadfull even dying.. And there, jungle is not only about a place somewhere in the middle of nowhere. It's everywhere, since you open your eyes and breath in your awakening air, you are already in the jungle. Why? The closest neighbour perhaps is just another species for you. Because you never wanted to talk and share, even you may think the people next door is a disturbance. Similar with real jungle, living in what we call "place" is also fills with those who are strong and those who are not. There are tribes, who ready to figth for living, struggling to prevent their "area" from being ruled by enemies. As green jungle full of trap, caused by na...

I go east, but He is not there. I go west, but i cannot find Him. I do not see him in the north, for He is hidden. I turn to the south, but I cannot find Him. But He knows where I am going. And when He has tested me like gold in a fire,,, He will pronounce me innocent.

You are who you are for a reason. You're part of an intricate plan. You're a precious and perfect unique design, Called God's special woman or a man. You look like you look for a reason. Our God made no mistake. He knit you together within the womb, You're just what He wanted to make. The parents you had were the ones He chose, And no matter how you may feel, They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind, And they bear the Master's seal. No, that trauma you faced was not easy. And God wept that it hurt you so; But it was allowed to shape your heart. So that into his likeness you'd grow. You are who you are fro a reason. You've been formed by the Master's rod. You are who you are, beloved, Because there is a GOD!.. This poem by Russell Kelfer