Sollicitudo Alter Ego

Just like any other human in the world, I have lots of ideas and plan in my head (or my brain?) waiting for their moment to reveal and become real. I also have thousands of criticism about things surround me, like every single thing that I see/meet everyday. Sometimes I written down those thoughts or critics on some of my social media accounts. It was easier and shorter to write down. However, sometimes after I posted it and read them again I felt unsatisfied. I need to described down all. I love details (so much). I want people who read them will able to understand what I was saying and what I meant. But to write long article or to post something that longer than any social media can afford, needs more than desire to share the stories. It also need time to write and patience. It's not easy to just sit down and typed the words that jumping all around in your brain. That what was happening with me. I got few notes-book-daily journal-diaries. And none of them were fulf...

I used to able to control my emotion and try to divert the anger by posting on Path, Twitter or at least Facebook. At least, typed words are different with real sound or voice of yelling and screaming. As for today, I kinda lost my control (about 15% of it perhaps) and let my anger took control. I was having a stomach-ache and cramps so I asked one day off from work to stay at home, but then my mind couldn't go away from few tasks I which my responsible to take care with. After few calls, some tasks were done and another problems solved. Busy as if I was in the office. By a call and chitchat with the Boss, I should contact a person who honestly I prefer to avoid. I have reasons to avoid him (if I couldn't say I HATE and angry of him). Few amongst all; not polite, (sounds) cocky, (sounds) offensive, (sounds like) he thought he knows everything more than us, at least me. I said "sounds" because my communication with him were only by phone. Maybe I was too soon...

Mati lampu - pemadaman listrik bergilir atau orang manado bilang " Mati Strom", sudah menjadi hal yang (mau tak mau) biasa, di Manado dan sekitarnya. Sudah beberapa bulan terakhir hal ini terjadi. Bisa berjam-jam, tiba-tiba padam lalu tiba-tiba menyala. Perusahaan terkait sudah cukup baik untuk mengumumkan via media baca lokal. Belum lagi, listrik padam gara-gara musim berangin sekarang yang menumbangkan pohon di beberapa lokasi. Efeknya? tentu saja pemadaman lagi. Sudah untung kalau pihak terkait langsung bergerak cepat untuk menangani. Sayangnya, hal itu tergantung dari kepedulian masayarakat sekitar lokasi itu untuk melaporkan kejadian ke PLN, agar dapat ditangani. Hal ini sedikit banyak mirip dengan kejadian di lokasi perumahan tempat saya tinggal. Perumahan yang sudah cukup lama beroperasi ini, bisa dibayangkan betapa carut marutnya instalasi dan jaringan listrik dari rumah ke rumah. Dalam hal ini, saya tidak sedang membahas mengenai sistem kerja sama PLN se...

Water has many words to describe its form. And also to describe people's feeling. It is a "drink", when we need it to fill our thirst. It is a bath water, when we need to wash our body from dirt. Some called it tears. Today, i call it Rain. I love rain. Sometimes. When i am down, rain is a good friend to have a private moment to think. Rain sometimes comes down along with our tears. It was like it knows that my heart was broken. So it comes down to accompany me. So my tears would have friend. =) Rain, could erase a laugh and changed it suddenly to a sad mode from a person. Rain, along with the cold atmosphere would easily and automaticaly turned upside down our world.

For most people, driving a car is an easy thing to do. As long as the driver focus on everything surround them, the car will go smoothly. That's what i thought. Related to a job i accepted, the owner gave an instruction for me to take driving lesson. It is a 15x45mnts courses to take. Today is my 10th course. And i felt super exhausted. I took the course along with a friend of mine who will be working together with me. As we shared everyday and took the same schedule, we learned things we need to major in order to drive a car safely. We found it is far away different from what we thought before. It is not an easy thing to drive a car. Lots of points needed to have our full attention... Gotta go now, it's my turn..

It has been so long days passed by then i may finaly back on my track. I found that writing is my passion and medicine as well. Also as my paper to write on my thoughts for everything i concern about, things and events i witness everyday which happened surround me. It was a rough and tough days i've been through. As rough and tough as other's days of life i believe. There were lots of disappointment, sadness, madness, anger. As well as happiness, laughter and joy. Besides, what our lif3 would be if we never got hurt? =) For my next articles to come, i will share all the thought crosses my mind regarding thr things that happen...